the bitter sun...

of late,
words escape me -
and i am bound
to borrow those
of another
whose heart i know
is broken like mine...
how did we come to this -
why could we not forget right
forgive ourselves
save ourselves
each for the other...
why do we each now
have to suffer the loneliness...
suffer the sorrow

of being apart....

but

truly
i have wept
too much!
the
dawns are
heartbreaking -
every
moon
is
atrocious
and
every
sun
bitter!