but now i see...

could you not see what i could see
each time we met in secrecy
could you not feel the children's fears
each time we held each other dear
'tis not your fault
i entered knowingly into our vault
i entered willingly i cannot me exalt
but when i knew
t'would not be you
to say nevermore
it was i
who shut the door
saying no forever more
what else
was i to do
but i miss you